Now it has been aaaaalllloooonnnngg time since I've written any piece....
But recently I had this urge to write something, lets just say that I was influenced by my surroundings... (A)
All this glare and all this flare has made me think that this is no more rare...
The world is full of possibilities with endless beauty to bare....
The time calls for undivided attention, not a single second for procrastination...
The call of duty is round and hearin' making it clear that its time for some old fashioned tearin'....
I am a flirt, I hereby stand guilty...
Not gonna sit shy and waste all the freebies!
- Maddy -
28th March, 2008
Thursday, April 3, 2008
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Now this is another old piece of mine...
The document is dated Sunday, December 23, 2007, 2:58:06 PM
So here goes...
What the fuck is your problem...
What the fuck is your case...
Whats with the fuckin' long face...
Whats with all the gloom...
You're making your life a living hell on your own...
Then you say that your past is to blame...
We met, we fell, we grew together...
We're through, we're through and we're fuckin through...
Don't show me your sadness, you're pathetic little lies...
I can't help you, even if you were to be my wife..
Am up and going, you did the very same...
Now loving this life... As you should do the same...
This life is too short to regret and mourn over past...
But very long if you wanna live in your past...
Am sorry for this coldness, as you're the one to bring us here...
Go find some other idiot, as this idiot's mind is all clear....
The document is dated Sunday, December 23, 2007, 2:58:06 PM
So here goes...
What the fuck is your problem...
What the fuck is your case...
Whats with the fuckin' long face...
Whats with all the gloom...
You're making your life a living hell on your own...
Then you say that your past is to blame...
We met, we fell, we grew together...
We're through, we're through and we're fuckin through...
Don't show me your sadness, you're pathetic little lies...
I can't help you, even if you were to be my wife..
Am up and going, you did the very same...
Now loving this life... As you should do the same...
This life is too short to regret and mourn over past...
But very long if you wanna live in your past...
Am sorry for this coldness, as you're the one to bring us here...
Go find some other idiot, as this idiot's mind is all clear....
Ek Aisa Waqt Bhi Aae Ga....
04:00 am
17th March, 2007
I know that this piece is quite old, but I still thought of having it on my one and only blog... Which is dedicated to all my random thoughts (which are revealable :P)
Wo sukoon, wo chain, wo taskeen, wo rahat
Kaheen nahi milay gi, ek aisa waqt bhi aee ga
Bhari mehfil main tanha khardi hogi tum
Tumhara saya bhi tumpay tars khae ga
Aapnay aap say ankh milanay say ghabrao gi
Tumhara aks bhi tumsay nazrain churaee ga
Mujhay tord kay, chord kay chal di thi tum
Us ghardi ko koso gi, ek aisa waqt bhi aee ga
Meri fikar na kar kay main sambhal gaya ay meray sanum
In andhairoon main ujala phir say aee ga...
Ek aisa waqt bhi aee ga
Tera saya bhi tujhpay tars khaee ga....
17th March, 2007
I know that this piece is quite old, but I still thought of having it on my one and only blog... Which is dedicated to all my random thoughts (which are revealable :P)
Wo sukoon, wo chain, wo taskeen, wo rahat
Kaheen nahi milay gi, ek aisa waqt bhi aee ga
Bhari mehfil main tanha khardi hogi tum
Tumhara saya bhi tumpay tars khae ga
Aapnay aap say ankh milanay say ghabrao gi
Tumhara aks bhi tumsay nazrain churaee ga
Mujhay tord kay, chord kay chal di thi tum
Us ghardi ko koso gi, ek aisa waqt bhi aee ga
Meri fikar na kar kay main sambhal gaya ay meray sanum
In andhairoon main ujala phir say aee ga...
Ek aisa waqt bhi aee ga
Tera saya bhi tujhpay tars khaee ga....
Monday, June 4, 2007
I may be heart-broken... But I ain't sad....
I maybe heartbroken... but I ain't sad...
On the fast track to get my life back...
Got a pen and a notepad.. to note down what went wrong in all of that..
But there is only one conclusion I got so far... After clearing up all the mud and the tar...
I see that I gave in to everything you said... making me look like a fool beleiving in all that crap...
I wanted to share whatever I had with you.. Thinking that it'll grow aslong as we're true (to eachother)...
To eachother's feelings we'll respect and care... not leaving behind one an other in this world's fair...
But reality broke it down to me.. I was getting nothing but lies and deceit...
Shall I frown or pass this as a mistake... that you didn't know I raised the stakes...
Cause I wanted it to last not fall apart in the middle... didn't want it to sound like a difficult riddle...
But if its this then I don't mind... Cause I might be heartbroken but I ain't loosing my mind...
- Maddy -
1st june, 2007... 0110 am...
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Thats true...
Now I ain't loosing my mind.... Not anymore!
On the fast track to get my life back...
Got a pen and a notepad.. to note down what went wrong in all of that..
But there is only one conclusion I got so far... After clearing up all the mud and the tar...
I see that I gave in to everything you said... making me look like a fool beleiving in all that crap...
I wanted to share whatever I had with you.. Thinking that it'll grow aslong as we're true (to eachother)...
To eachother's feelings we'll respect and care... not leaving behind one an other in this world's fair...
But reality broke it down to me.. I was getting nothing but lies and deceit...
Shall I frown or pass this as a mistake... that you didn't know I raised the stakes...
Cause I wanted it to last not fall apart in the middle... didn't want it to sound like a difficult riddle...
But if its this then I don't mind... Cause I might be heartbroken but I ain't loosing my mind...
- Maddy -
1st june, 2007... 0110 am...
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Thats true...
Now I ain't loosing my mind.... Not anymore!
Since the day....
Since the day when I came to a halt...
Since the day your love and care stopped...
I've made a world of my own to hide...
A world which is alien to your cruetly and smite...
A world so tender and pure...
Like the love and care that we once endured...
Since the day you left without a goodbye...
Shying away to see me eye to eye...
I've made every effort to sudue my feelings that once flourished...
Made me feel gutless without you and with you courageous...
It could have been more than what it is...
If it had to end, it could have been more than a cliche than what it is...
I've trashed myself in hope to empty myself of these feelings...
Empty myself and start my healing....
Though it seems like a tedious task to me...
Then again, I thought you were madly in love with me...
I am only human to have made that grave a mistake...
Assuming to have a woman which will make my life like a piece of cake...
But since the day we went our separate ways...
I've taught myself never to dream and always stay awake...
- Maddy -
04:34... 15th May, 2007
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A little virus or bug sometimes get into your head...
A virus/bug called 'love'....
A bug that starts controlling your brain, heart, kidneys, lungs.. Every friggin organ, sense and reflex of your being...
A virus that strengthens you and makes you feel invulnerable even if you're the only one against an army of 30,000 strong....
And makes you feel entirely worthless even when all the people of the world just wanna worship you for all eternity....
Ain't it stupid?
Or surprising?
Personally.. I think its surprisingly stupid!
Since the day your love and care stopped...
I've made a world of my own to hide...
A world which is alien to your cruetly and smite...
A world so tender and pure...
Like the love and care that we once endured...
Since the day you left without a goodbye...
Shying away to see me eye to eye...
I've made every effort to sudue my feelings that once flourished...
Made me feel gutless without you and with you courageous...
It could have been more than what it is...
If it had to end, it could have been more than a cliche than what it is...
I've trashed myself in hope to empty myself of these feelings...
Empty myself and start my healing....
Though it seems like a tedious task to me...
Then again, I thought you were madly in love with me...
I am only human to have made that grave a mistake...
Assuming to have a woman which will make my life like a piece of cake...
But since the day we went our separate ways...
I've taught myself never to dream and always stay awake...
- Maddy -
04:34... 15th May, 2007
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A little virus or bug sometimes get into your head...
A virus/bug called 'love'....
A bug that starts controlling your brain, heart, kidneys, lungs.. Every friggin organ, sense and reflex of your being...
A virus that strengthens you and makes you feel invulnerable even if you're the only one against an army of 30,000 strong....
And makes you feel entirely worthless even when all the people of the world just wanna worship you for all eternity....
Ain't it stupid?
Or surprising?
Personally.. I think its surprisingly stupid!
To phir tay hai kay is janum nahi milna....
To phir taay hai kay is janum nahi milna hai...
Gar tay hai to phir yea ajeeb si baichaini kiyun?
Raat ko yea ajeeb si bekarari kiyun?
Wo subha ko uth kay wo malaal kiyun?
Kiyun har shaam daltay hi... Teri yaad ajati hai...
Kiyun har waqt mujhay meray akelay pan ka ehsaas dilati hai...
Gar yea tay hai kay is janum nahi milna to phir kiyuu har shaam wo park ki purani bench pay baith ta hoon?
Andhairay main tumsay baatain karta hoon..
Kay goya tum bus meray barabar main hi ho...
Zara sa udhar dekha.... aur ek gardan meray kandhay pay dhalki...
Gar yea taay hai kay is janum nahi milna, to phir har raat wo lamp ko jalana.... phir band karna....
Roshni kehtay hoay kay sab meray demag ka footor hai....
Andhaira tumhari yaadoon kay diyea jala kar tumharay ehsaas to masboot karta hai....
Gar yea taay hai.... To samjh lo tum bhi ek cheez....
Yea waqt mujhpay jo sitam dha raha hai.... Wo alag hai...
Yea to zulm waqt aur yaadain dha rahi hai... Wo alag hai....
Gor say dekhna... Jis kandhay ka sara tum aaj lay rahi ho... Us kandhay ko denay wala alag hai....
Mujhay nahi pata kay meri rooh kya chahti hai... Shayad meri sooch aur meri piyas kuch alag hai....
9th April, 2007 08:00 p.m
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There isn't much that I can comment on this piece of mine... :)
Gar tay hai to phir yea ajeeb si baichaini kiyun?
Raat ko yea ajeeb si bekarari kiyun?
Wo subha ko uth kay wo malaal kiyun?
Kiyun har shaam daltay hi... Teri yaad ajati hai...
Kiyun har waqt mujhay meray akelay pan ka ehsaas dilati hai...
Gar yea tay hai kay is janum nahi milna to phir kiyuu har shaam wo park ki purani bench pay baith ta hoon?
Andhairay main tumsay baatain karta hoon..
Kay goya tum bus meray barabar main hi ho...
Zara sa udhar dekha.... aur ek gardan meray kandhay pay dhalki...
Gar yea taay hai kay is janum nahi milna, to phir har raat wo lamp ko jalana.... phir band karna....
Roshni kehtay hoay kay sab meray demag ka footor hai....
Andhaira tumhari yaadoon kay diyea jala kar tumharay ehsaas to masboot karta hai....
Gar yea taay hai.... To samjh lo tum bhi ek cheez....
Yea waqt mujhpay jo sitam dha raha hai.... Wo alag hai...
Yea to zulm waqt aur yaadain dha rahi hai... Wo alag hai....
Gor say dekhna... Jis kandhay ka sara tum aaj lay rahi ho... Us kandhay ko denay wala alag hai....
Mujhay nahi pata kay meri rooh kya chahti hai... Shayad meri sooch aur meri piyas kuch alag hai....
9th April, 2007 08:00 p.m
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There isn't much that I can comment on this piece of mine... :)
Yea duniya gar mil bhi jae to kya....
Yea duniya gar mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo sukoon phir say mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo ehsaas phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo saath phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo chain phir mil bhi jaee to kya....
Wo zulfoon ki chaon phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo tasali phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo raatoon ki neend phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo subha ki garmaish phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo pyar phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Yea duniya gar mil bhi jaee to kya....
Wo waqt wapis mil bhi jaee to kya...
- (v)@Ðð¥ -
18th March, 2007
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I wont say that this is a poem... Rather some collective random thoughts that goes through a pessimist mind...
But if you observe closely.... Its not pessimism... Rather... An opinion... About some of the luxuries of life... About some blessings of this life... :)
Wo sukoon phir say mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo ehsaas phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo saath phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo chain phir mil bhi jaee to kya....
Wo zulfoon ki chaon phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo tasali phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo raatoon ki neend phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo subha ki garmaish phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Wo pyar phir mil bhi jaee to kya...
Yea duniya gar mil bhi jaee to kya....
Wo waqt wapis mil bhi jaee to kya...
- (v)@Ðð¥ -
18th March, 2007
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I wont say that this is a poem... Rather some collective random thoughts that goes through a pessimist mind...
But if you observe closely.... Its not pessimism... Rather... An opinion... About some of the luxuries of life... About some blessings of this life... :)
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